12/29/03 - How about those dreams …. I have had that rash of dreams that I actually remember. The first and possibly my favorite was the one on themorning of the 21st. It defied all logic and everything that I knew was, or at least thought was right and wrong with my little world. This actually made my day and weekend and a good part of the week, To just be able to hold in my mind what was happening and for if not more than just that moment in that place to be completely happy. Well, it could’ve been more perfect, but I can’t argue with something that good as it is. Then again there was that horrible recount of the accident, I have that one from time to time, while sleeping in a moving vehicle, with someone else driving. That was bad enough to live through, more or less have to relive it several times in my happy place. And then there was that dream I had about me with a random girl, she was quite hot, and everything went well ….. the first time in a looong time that I have had one of these random girl dreams. In any case, things got moving one thing led to another and there we were having sex on the couch, and were hardly interrupted by my father, when he just saw what was happening and left. The strangest part had something to do with the girl though, for most of you would find it hard to believe, I have never seen this girl before but still, it was a random black girl. All in all it was a good dream and I was happy for a little while ….. but still …. the strangest things sometimes.