Thus concludes another Friday evening and another fun week in the life of me. All in all it was an enjoyable week for me. Time with the boys and girls I like to play with. Monday was nothing out of the ordinary, just getting back into the swing of things, More blocking unblocking and emails all around. Lunch at Upper with the boys. Come home, chill out, then play Madden 2004 over at Darrin’s place till the ungodly hours of the morning. Then comes Tuesday, the notable part of this day was the trip to Village Bicycle after work to get the CycleOps Magneto bicycle trainer. All in all that might not seem so big, but it is the first step on the road to my self improvement. This purchase has started me on a basic regiment of exercise, A bicycle ride, pushups and sit ups. All in all by the end of the week I am sore and feeling a bit tired.

Wednesday brings with it a happy hump day feel to the week, I was happy to be halfway through the wretched week. Where nothing of note really happened at work and I went to the mall and shopped for “dough hooks” for my Kitchen Aid power hand mixer. Then back home to workout, and watch some TV. I fell asleep hardcore by 10:00 and woke the next morning without an alarm around 7:30 and proceeded though that day of work. some random network issues, and whatnot some additional help given to the walk-in customers to the helpdesk. A night of workout, and chatting, Max and Erma’s for some drinks, avoid Lisa B’s White Russians. Then Friday comes, more network issues, fun at work with the blocking and unblock and responding to strange emails. Lunch at China One, I feel that one now, not a good thing. More helping walk-ins, then lab stuff and I guess more lab stuff. Went up to my office, but made a stop over at the language office to talk to the LAs over there. There is that one that is quite cute, how to talk to girls … I wish I knew. We actually talked for a bit and I enjoyed it. I offered up the bar for tonight, though she didn’t attend. I guess what’s the point when you are underage. In any case, finish out the day, workout and play video games, the finish the legos, pics to come. The I started on a die cast model of a ‘56 Corvette, and stopped when Abby arrived. We all attended Kahunaville for Darrin’s Birthday to celebrate his 22nd year of existence on this puny planet. That was an amusing time, booze and video games always make for good times though. Somehow, my bar tab came to $14.50 for my 4 Pint white russians, 2 Kamikaze shots, and a tequila sunrise. I am not complaining in the least, but that is all good.

After all is said and done what really matters? There are more things in life that continue to elude my grasp, both mentally, physically and emotionally. First on that note, Congrats to Chase on his achievement of something that I could not accomplish. You truly are the man Chase. But I cannot find a job still, cannot find happiness on a personal level, but I am still not so lost to the world that I am horribly depressed. I wish I had more, but I am so grateful for what I have now, I don’t know what I would do without these people that I love and enjoy so much. But there is always that little something missing in my life, some little hole that needs to be filled, and I think I know what will fill that, but truly I am unsure. There is only one way to find out, and unfortunately things never got he way that my heart, mind and friend tell me it should. But that’s not matter now, I will look to other places there should be more than one path to enlightenment, more that one way to reach that rocky summit, more than one way to skin a cat …. you get the point. Now to move on and get over that first hurdle of talking and establishing communication and seeing what is possible in life beyond the scope that is presently available to me. All in all, I need to get the balls to ask a girl out. Plain and simple …. it will not happen, well not the girls that some might expect anyhow.

Happy Birthday to Darrin, you are the man, we will catch you one the flip side. Time for me to crawl into bed and just fall into the strange world that is my dreams. G’night kids.