I guess a testament to the fact that food os good and necessary, is the effects that happen without it. I am not necessarily talking starvation and hunger like many might think, but the effect that alcohol has on an empty stomach. I should’ve eaten something today or yesterday, but that has not been a priority, I have been desiring more people to conspire with rather than dine alone. I could go out and get some take out for one, or sit here and cook a meal for one, but really what fun is that? None, I have been doing it too much and I hate being alone. I suppose that there are several things I could do to avoid this problem, like being honest and not pushing people away. But apparently that is not my nature, and who are we if we follow anything but that which is out nature. I almost feel like im sounding philisophical like meer, I shall stop.

Tonight was movie night. I went to see Troy with Meer. That was a good film, again I think I want to harm the stupid people the find it necessary to converse throghout the film. But its over now, and no one is harmed. I liked the battle scenes, and I guess I am just really amused at the style of fighting and the pausing of battles as it happened in those days. But times were different, and who really knwos what happened, there has been so much perversion to the stories as they have originally been written I’m sure. But the whole movie was good, I am glad that I saw it, and the women as in most movies were absolutely gorgeous. The walk from the theater to the parking lot took a detour to Fridays for a brew, that was enjoyable. It has been some time since I have talked with Jason, between the trip to FedEx and Fridays, I feel all caught up on life. I grow wearing of typing, some more sleeping pills should help ease the burden of being awake soon.